Oh and I'm turning 30 tomorrow. I'm going to Disney World with my kids. Updates coming soon. I miss the ol' blog.

Becca and Me at a friends farewell. Can you tell if I'm laughing or crying?? Kinda how I feel about turning 30.

Thirst
Another morning and I wake with thirst
for the goodness I do not have. I walk
out to the pond and all the way God has
given us such beautiful lessons. Oh Lord, I
was never a quick scholar but sulked
and hunched over my books past the
hour and the bell; grant me, in your
mercy, a little more time. Love for the
earth and love for you are having such a
long conversation in my heart. Who
knows what will finally happen or
where I will be sent, yet already I have
given a great many things away, expect-
ing to be told to pack nothing, except the
prayers which, with this thirst, I am
slowly learning.
Mary Oliver



A typical day in my life. This was yesterday.
*disclaimer: I love my life. I'm not complaining about my busyness . I know I'm not the only person juggling a million things at once and I also know that these are all choices I make. I often find myself re-evaluating my days, replaying them over and over in my mind to make sure I'm not accidentally slipping into a meaningless existence of time consuming tasks that don't make a difference to anyone. Writing all of this down yesterday was actually quite good for me--I felt validated for being exhausted and my husband was very surprised at the amount of things I do in a single day.
· 7:20-wake see Daniel off to school-husband has fed him, dressed him and made his lunch
· read/plan for life
· izzie wakes-drinks milk quietly for 15 minutes
· get semi-ready…dress izzie brush teeth, tidy daniel’s room (pick up his pajamas..turn off lamps, open windows…
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· eat yogurt with kashi (standing up)while browsing anthro catalog-decide yet again everything is too overpriced for me..throw it out
· unload dishwasher—load mornings dishes (usually take dinner meat out to thaw-decide it’s frozen pizza for dinner instead)
· make bed
· fold laundry and watch funny girl while doing it (WHAT A GREAT MOVIE! Laudry done in 30 minutes..movie not so much..)izzie requests noodles for lunch-when she wants to eat I jump. She happily eats I snack on crackers..
· (izzie poops in her panties)DANG IT!
· 12:40-ish P90X YOGA (this was super hard today)
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· Izzie naps (way too late—I’m in for a late night with her)
· daniel snack & homework
· Shower for me
· Daniel computer games
· Izzie wakes so Daniel practices piano
· I’m finally on the computer at
· Check emails return a phone call, make a few phone calls
· Work on thing for moms friend (stuck..call mom for more info..have to wait for her to get it)
· Checked on FS GIRL ???????????not working! Guy who can fix it is in
· Husband home at 5! NEVER HAPPENS-send to store (with kids(which they love) for strawberries for smoothies for dinner
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· Waiting for my computer…could’ve been almost done by now with mom’s friends thing…NEED MORE MEMORY-mental note to check ebay.
· Work on mom’s friends thing
· Husband is back-make smoothies (pizza is already in the oven)
· Run over to neighbor’s (3 doors down) (while pizza cooks) to pick up doilies for another friend
· Dinner (husband leaves right after for meeting)
· Walk with kids (actually drag Isabelle in wagon-while daniel rides scooter)
· Baths
· Stories & time with the kids
· 8:30ish-finally finish moms friends thing..so much easier than I expected..why do I procrastinate?
· listed thing on craigslist for my brother
· research for small article I’m writing for Eliza.
· research for SEO article..decide I cannot possibly spend another minute on this particular topic and come up with new topic—will write tomorrow.
Today…so far
Drove Daniel to school and husband to work (Left at
yogurt, stuffed lib books into tote bags, called mom,printed directions for later
Izzie has a total meltdown this time it's because she wants me to wear a turtleneck sweater and I refuse...comfort her
call from aunt who is planning her wedding..mental note to send her some images later
Pick up Daniel early for allergist appt. (will probably take me
Halloween crafts and cookies (as promised)
Pick up husband
Ikea –it’s close to husbands work and I have a credit burning a hole in my pocket.
Home.
Dinner
Walk on trail…
Baths for kids & Let them stay up for a movie TGIF!
Prepare Sunday lesson…
Write seo article
File paperwork
Albums on picasa-burn them onto disks
Have a great weekend.

And yes this is my landing upstairs. I have to use every inch of space in this tiny place.

I also painted the chairs by the piano (the piano will be painted tomorrow...I'm going with black) those were a NIGHTMARE..I got so much paint on the fabric..I had to scrub the fabric clean for hours..they need to be resanded and repainted or sold. We'll see. But they sure are pretty.

That, is Jayma Mays of Glee premiering tonight on Fox. Watch it. It's a very very good show. Also, and this is big news for me. I actually got to interview Jayma Mays for Eliza Magazine. My article comes out in this Fall's Issue. I cannot wait! Jayma is one of nicest people I've ever spoken to. I can't wait for everyone to know her. 
Exhibit C-THE BROWN SOFA
Exhibit D- THE ACCENT CHAIR (THAT I HAVE IN MY MASTER BEDROOM AS A DESK CHAIR FOR A SKINNY CONSOLE TABLE I USE AS A BEDSIDE TABLE) the question is--how do I de-frou-frou it? It's sooo fancy and soooo not me. But it is a very good quality well made chair (which I scored for $40 on craigslist--don't judge me for my addiction please)

“It humbled my ego and scratched my soul. It awakened me to eternity. It made me know my own humanity, my own mortality, my own limits. It gave me whatever crumbs of wisdom I possess today.” --Erica Jong on motherhood